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How to Feed the Hungry (A Lampoon)
Somewhere between madness
And the mythical Age of Reason
Is where we have our means of
Communication blown to hell
By this oversaturation of
Social media diversion
Then this fusillade of death:
Death of life and death of love
Enterprising medicine feeds off
The imaginary notion of healing
Chemicals carried through tubes
Or capsules or injections or pills
That prolong life until the funds
Run out and all that remains is
The undertaker’s solemn nod
To the inevitable side effect
Madness for real estate or
Madness for sadistic effects
Madness for personal power
Madness for made birthright
Madness for mineral rights
Madness that jails people
In open-air prisons and
Industrialized gulags
There’re incidence of slave trade
From taciturn Catholic laundries t'
Trade ships out of Van Diemen’
To Taiwan Toy factories and
West Virginia State Prisons
As we bear witness to this
Who can claim that it isn’t
A good reason to consume
The well-to-do who do only
What they do just for them-
Selves in a notion to grow
Profits 'n stock market
Speculative larceny?
Ingest ‘em with
Discernment:
Cumin and
Roasted
Garlic
No,
Not the
Creative and
Athletic Bourgeois
Who keep it interesting.
Not logical and benevolent
Accountants who recognize a
Track to negotiate the labyrinth
Of bankster mumbo-jumbo… No.
But blatant revenue accumulators
In rotation: hands out for the grab
Go ahead and stick a fork in 'em
Vet ‘em on the spit; or tartare
bear-hug, messybear (m2b)
Irish Poem
[March 22, 2014 at 11:29pm]
Reading an Irish poem:
Just now ..ensconced on
me another legislation 'at
has nothing to do with pub-
lic safety and everything t' do
with grave-labor and revenues
collection: Laws that ..condition
Bars due close@ 1:30 or 2:30 AM
If it were really about public safety,
bars 'd remain lit up all night so that
th' drunks can hang-about and nurse
their wee hour lot rather than swerv-
ing home to whatever apologies or
quiet desperation. Good for bar-
tending jobs too, adding an-
other shift. Let the mean
Streets be haunted only by those
who ('re buzzed certainly, but) have
a prospective ‘pick-up’ lover in the car
with them, with their minds on gettin'
where they’re going together making
it far less likely they’re gonna be cross-
ing what double yellow line. If anything,
a one-hour (holy-hour) closing ..so that
th' drunks 'd have t' take a walk outside
in th' fresh air for an hour t' clear their
heads or t' get some bloody exercise
Or "Hank" Bukowski-style with a 4-
fisted alley fracas ..before salving
lucky bruises with the new day's
rounds ..or grab a quick coffee
..and a rinse before ambling
loose into the workplace.
Go on, break it down:
Commonsense
legislation
©2014
Butcher of Culloden •
Jacobite stuck on a pike
Looked down upon the mess
Remains o' plundered masses end
Said to his ghost bride, Tess, a confession:
"Burn ‘em all down if we could do it over again.
I’d appreciate it, love, if y' could reattach m' head
Screw me on tight where my shoulders contend t'
Ratchet off the hide o' the Duke of Cumberland.
Pull a night raid on their goddamn field guns
Leave ‘em with only their ruddy ranks, and
Fancy pants, 'n girly swordplay, 'n whigs,
'n crooked muskets, ‘n pipes 'n drums.
Then we’d see the muthufuckas shiver.”
Locked & Cocked
October 13, 2013 at 8:04am
[An amoral paradox. A pox
On the civic constraints of
21st Century parenthood —
In elder bad company o the
Purveyors of pop warfare]
A young man’s journey
Son of parent academics,
Educators and musicians,
Grew up in a house wall-
To-wall with instruments
Of music and botany; stability
All manner of higher learning
To get out of a bad stretch o'
Homies, and maybe to rebel
From dad some, he joins th'
Marines. Goes off proud and
Feeling like a fervent pathway
To a snowcapped mountain top
One tour patented in a hash mark
He's a man now, visits home mighty
Snowcapped mtn. moving mountains
.... Signs on again for two more tours
On that manmade quagmire metaphor
Before th' big green machine releases
Him to what remains of this life, liveli-
Hood, and whatever resemblance of
Civilization back home on th' block
Tooling unlicensed motorcycle
Down familiar streets, now a
Mountain moving mole hills
Simple fact, there’s no one,
No place, NObody at home:
Who can understand his 2nd
AND 3rd tours in Afghanistan?
Hanging on his ol’ bedroom wall
Are thirteen scarves when in dad
Walks…to see that Son is getting
Aptly settled into his home digs
“What’re the bandannas, son?”
Son looks through dad with a
Million mile stare …and says,
“Souvenirs.” (Not even a hint
Of jocularity in his tone) Then
He turns to the final remains of
His sea bag, reaches in for what
Is wrapped..in another ornate rag
Unwrap a black 9mm 'n loaded clip
Inserts the clip but does not cock it
Then stands there in his own whirl.
Gently wipes cold steel barrel, his
Unadorned fingers curled into th’
U-turn he aught ‘ave been able
To discern—in lieu of warfare
Dad put shaken hand on son’s head
Gently ruffle brown hair (a moment
Of tenderness between a father and
A son, not so to rile his boy). Then as
Dad turns, upon leaving son his peace,
Passing...through bedroom door frame
Into the hall he’s seen again and again,
A fleeting look back ...to admire his son
His little boy with the barrel of a 9mm
Aimed up under his chin. Then lowered
(With a heavy sigh) and ceremoniously
(Like folding a flag) wrapped back
Up in a rococo “souvenir” rag
♫mb
Wonk of Irony (Zen-dō Score)
January 28, 2015 at 2:15am •
think i'm reading
a wonk of irony
in your reply. If
so, that's certainly
yours to convey, Qi.
but if i recall that time-
frame (altho we here
were imbedded in big
med protocol), you
were expressing,
in a truly humble way,
a depth o self-discipline
that goes into knocking down
hundreds o cues b4 deadlines;
the daily physical training that
went into it, etc. the mind
paints a picture of
several flat screens,
at least one giant one,
‘cross the face of an 88-
key digital piano/synth,
cornucopia of instruments
dotted around a center circle,
dailies playing out a scene with
whatever that entails in lieu o the
final score, and a deft 'n salty ol'
madman harvesting affecting
notes and chords from the
cosmos unto the keys,
argon eyes reflecting
monitor florescence '
n inspiration for fuck-
ing hours on end. I’d
know that it reads like
a "great, great" body of
effort. TV probably needs
more of it. But it's subjective
messy (bear)
Abdomen, Adagio in B-flat minor
[October 2, 2013 at 5:28am]
Ever fall asleep
at 11, wake up at 3?
And that's that for sleep?
...2 hours 'till sunrise
What kinda
Mischief can we get into?
(what t' do what t' do...)
Used t' jus slip easy down and
Nuzzle m' face in warm abdomen
Meditate on 'er tender perfection
On a half-awake cloud nine,
Fall in-step with
Her adagio 4/4 time,
Absorbed,
Entire moment
Supple, summarized
In her calming breathing
Buoying on her lower belly
Gentle rise 'n fall...until
(tick tock tick tock)
There b’gins t’ be a subtle
Burble o rousing down 'ere
Her murmur of awakening
'n her hands in my hair
O Sacred femininity in
Pretty daybreak tones,
Slight parting thighs,
Soft girlie-girl purr
mb
The Courtesan Kamala
Needed to reread "Siddhartha" only after a countercultured and transcendentelephonic net.friend
put the idea out there in a (probably) wholly unrelated post that I was lucky to have noticed, thought
about for a few minutes, blurbed in peripheral of, then later thought: Yep. Got to dig that up and read
some.
Got impatient and skipped ahead chapters—because I am reading another book, one that
would be
jibbed guilty comfort reading, and kept under wraps for the likely fun others would make of it, heh, but
I confess: Jean Auel "The Valley of Horses", this 2nd time through is even better than the first time..and
so what, bro, I welled up more this time because o the greater losses and fond memories felt when
reached by whatever sustaining collective human connectivity. We can’t not value “pre-history’s”
hunter/gatherer peoples, can’t just continue to buy into this mad hatter patriarchal ruse of dominion
and slavery.
So I read/skimmed over the First Part then skipped to “Kamala” ’n dove all the way in ’n a ways
out
then as deep as Joey possible back in ’n then mostly out ’n then back so wholly in 'n in only after
French kissing every blooming petal 'n swell…. The hopeless romantic warrior monk doofus in me
commands such things in lieu o your cool outside distractions. And.. “With the Childlike People”,
“Sansara”, “By the River” and "The Ferryman" (Blasted fuckin bastid snake!). Then “OM” and “Govinda”. I
really did need that too. Nope, didn't know I needed it. Hadn't thought about it. Funny how friends
indeed can persuade catharsis (...even if unintentionally, peripherally, from some spirited cache of
humanities). Hey, so be it.
The last paragraphs of “Siddhartha” & “Cat’s Cradle” are like the Yin/Yang coin tossed
spinning up
’n in a slow arc above the open hands o my own spiritual journey on this whacko marble in space. Only,
blend a markedly more matriarchal bent into the alloy o the coin, as it was not well represented in
either, except for the hours Siddhartha spent with the courtesan Kamala—the exclusion or erosion of it
within the OM probably being a key reason why we’ve been so fucked as a people ’n planet for how
many generations. That ’n the audacity o resolves that ultimately lead to the bombing of Hiroshima.
(Whacko world of twisty man!)
It’s true we may've fallen into a fragment of cosmic quagmire as a people on a global scale
thanks
to the mothered father’s of Mordor monied malarky, and it may actually be too big (and weaponized
and ALL goddamn audacious/rancorous) to fail, and that fuckin sucks. But if we’re to get blasted by the
Mother Earthly lap of a megaton tsunami or else some sneaky or full-frontal smack down by the
handmaidens o th’ dirty bastids in finest men’s wear, then let US be in the pursuit of, or finest
recollection of, or in the midst of an epic afterglow of two as one as two in-the-moment awe of
oneness with her Venerated erogenous energies—that’s not to discount sport and merry prankstering,
nope—when death comes to leave a skid mark only after the fact to look back and cackle at his blasted
goddamn bastid handy work.
Once again, Kamala returned to consciousness. Pain distorted her face, Siddhartha's eyes read
the
suffering on her mouth, on her pale cheeks. Quietly, he read it, attentively, waiting, his mind becoming
one with her suffering. Kamala felt it, her gaze sought his eyes.
Looking at him, she said: "Now I see that your eyes have changed as well. They've become
completely different. By what do I still recognize that you're Siddhartha? It's you, and it's not you."
In reference to: Siddhartha An Indian Tale by Hermann Hesse
Siddhartha: siddha (achieved), artha (what was searched for)
P.S.
Could it be the sunspots
Pressure on the atmosphere
Make 'em war fo' mineral rights
Or out-o-the-ordinary madness
Beyond greed, no more no less
–--
intellectually masturbatin while the radio was playin
intellectually masturbatin while the radio was playin
M
messybear
(view)
How to Feed the Hungry (A Lampoon)
Somewhere between madness
And the mythical Age of Reason
Is where we have our means of
Communication blown to hell
By this oversaturation of
Social media diversion
Then this fusillade of death:
Death of life and death of love
Enterprising medicine feeds off
The imaginary notion of healing
Chemicals carried through tubes
Or capsules or injections or pills
That prolong life until the funds
Run out and all that remains is
The undertaker’s solemn nod
To the inevitable side effect
Madness for real estate or
Madness for sadistic effects
Madness for personal power
Madness for made birthright
Madness for mineral rights
Madness that jails people
In open-air prisons and
Industrialized gulags
There’re incidence of slave trade
From taciturn Catholic laundries t'
Trade ships out of Van Diemen’
To Taiwan Toy factories and
West Virginia State Prisons
As we bear witness to this
Who can claim that it isn’t
A good reason to consume
The well-to-do who do only
What they do just for them-
Selves in a notion to grow
Profits 'n stock market
Speculative larceny?
Ingest ‘em with
Discernment:
Cumin and
Roasted
Garlic
No,
Not the
Creative and
Athletic Bourgeois
Who keep it interesting.
Not logical and benevolent
Accountants who recognize a
Track to negotiate the labyrinth
Of bankster mumbo-jumbo… No.
But blatant revenue accumulators
In rotation: hands out for the grab
Go ahead and stick a fork in 'em
Vet ‘em on the spit; or tartare
bear-hug, messybear (m2b)
Irish Poem
[March 22, 2014 at 11:29pm]
Reading an Irish poem:
Just now ..ensconced on
me another legislation 'at
has nothing to do with pub-
lic safety and everything t' do
with grave-labor and revenues
collection: Laws that ..condition
Bars due close@ 1:30 or 2:30 AM
If it were really about public safety,
bars 'd remain lit up all night so that
th' drunks can hang-about and nurse
their wee hour lot rather than swerv-
ing home to whatever apologies or
quiet desperation. Good for bar-
tending jobs too, adding an-
other shift. Let the mean
Streets be haunted only by those
who ('re buzzed certainly, but) have
a prospective ‘pick-up’ lover in the car
with them, with their minds on gettin'
where they’re going together making
it far less likely they’re gonna be cross-
ing what double yellow line. If anything,
a one-hour (holy-hour) closing ..so that
th' drunks 'd have t' take a walk outside
in th' fresh air for an hour t' clear their
heads or t' get some bloody exercise
Or "Hank" Bukowski-style with a 4-
fisted alley fracas ..before salving
lucky bruises with the new day's
rounds ..or grab a quick coffee
..and a rinse before ambling
loose into the workplace.
Go on, break it down:
Commonsense
legislation
©2014
Butcher of Culloden •
Jacobite stuck on a pike
Looked down upon the mess
Remains o' plundered masses end
Said to his ghost bride, Tess, a confession:
"Burn ‘em all down if we could do it over again.
I’d appreciate it, love, if y' could reattach m' head
Screw me on tight where my shoulders contend t'
Ratchet off the hide o' the Duke of Cumberland.
Pull a night raid on their goddamn field guns
Leave ‘em with only their ruddy ranks, and
Fancy pants, 'n girly swordplay, 'n whigs,
'n crooked muskets, ‘n pipes 'n drums.
Then we’d see the muthufuckas shiver.”
Locked & Cocked
October 13, 2013 at 8:04am
[An amoral paradox. A pox
On the civic constraints of
21st Century parenthood —
In elder bad company o the
Purveyors of pop warfare]
A young man’s journey
Son of parent academics,
Educators and musicians,
Grew up in a house wall-
To-wall with instruments
Of music and botany; stability
All manner of higher learning
To get out of a bad stretch o'
Homies, and maybe to rebel
From dad some, he joins th'
Marines. Goes off proud and
Feeling like a fervent pathway
To a snowcapped mountain top
One tour patented in a hash mark
He's a man now, visits home mighty
Snowcapped mtn. moving mountains
.... Signs on again for two more tours
On that manmade quagmire metaphor
Before th' big green machine releases
Him to what remains of this life, liveli-
Hood, and whatever resemblance of
Civilization back home on th' block
Tooling unlicensed motorcycle
Down familiar streets, now a
Mountain moving mole hills
Simple fact, there’s no one,
No place, NObody at home:
Who can understand his 2nd
AND 3rd tours in Afghanistan?
Hanging on his ol’ bedroom wall
Are thirteen scarves when in dad
Walks…to see that Son is getting
Aptly settled into his home digs
“What’re the bandannas, son?”
Son looks through dad with a
Million mile stare …and says,
“Souvenirs.” (Not even a hint
Of jocularity in his tone) Then
He turns to the final remains of
His sea bag, reaches in for what
Is wrapped..in another ornate rag
Unwrap a black 9mm 'n loaded clip
Inserts the clip but does not cock it
Then stands there in his own whirl.
Gently wipes cold steel barrel, his
Unadorned fingers curled into th’
U-turn he aught ‘ave been able
To discern—in lieu of warfare
Dad put shaken hand on son’s head
Gently ruffle brown hair (a moment
Of tenderness between a father and
A son, not so to rile his boy). Then as
Dad turns, upon leaving son his peace,
Passing...through bedroom door frame
Into the hall he’s seen again and again,
A fleeting look back ...to admire his son
His little boy with the barrel of a 9mm
Aimed up under his chin. Then lowered
(With a heavy sigh) and ceremoniously
(Like folding a flag) wrapped back
Up in a rococo “souvenir” rag
♫mb
Wonk of Irony (Zen-dō Score)
January 28, 2015 at 2:15am •
think i'm reading
a wonk of irony
in your reply. If
so, that's certainly
yours to convey, Qi.
but if i recall that time-
frame (altho we here
were imbedded in big
med protocol), you
were expressing,
in a truly humble way,
a depth o self-discipline
that goes into knocking down
hundreds o cues b4 deadlines;
the daily physical training that
went into it, etc. the mind
paints a picture of
several flat screens,
at least one giant one,
‘cross the face of an 88-
key digital piano/synth,
cornucopia of instruments
dotted around a center circle,
dailies playing out a scene with
whatever that entails in lieu o the
final score, and a deft 'n salty ol'
madman harvesting affecting
notes and chords from the
cosmos unto the keys,
argon eyes reflecting
monitor florescence '
n inspiration for fuck-
ing hours on end. I’d
know that it reads like
a "great, great" body of
effort. TV probably needs
more of it. But it's subjective
messy (bear)
Abdomen, Adagio in B-flat minor
[October 2, 2013 at 5:28am]
Ever fall asleep
at 11, wake up at 3?
And that's that for sleep?
...2 hours 'till sunrise
What kinda
Mischief can we get into?
(what t' do what t' do...)
Used t' jus slip easy down and
Nuzzle m' face in warm abdomen
Meditate on 'er tender perfection
On a half-awake cloud nine,
Fall in-step with
Her adagio 4/4 time,
Absorbed,
Entire moment
Supple, summarized
In her calming breathing
Buoying on her lower belly
Gentle rise 'n fall...until
(tick tock tick tock)
There b’gins t’ be a subtle
Burble o rousing down 'ere
Her murmur of awakening
'n her hands in my hair
O Sacred femininity in
Pretty daybreak tones,
Slight parting thighs,
Soft girlie-girl purr
mb
The Courtesan Kamala
Needed to reread "Siddhartha" only after a countercultured and transcendentelephonic net.friend
put the idea out there in a (probably) wholly unrelated post that I was lucky to have noticed, thought
about for a few minutes, blurbed in peripheral of, then later thought: Yep. Got to dig that up and read
some.
Got impatient and skipped ahead chapters—because I am reading another book, one that
would be
jibbed guilty comfort reading, and kept under wraps for the likely fun others would make of it, heh, but
I confess: Jean Auel "The Valley of Horses", this 2nd time through is even better than the first time..and
so what, bro, I welled up more this time because o the greater losses and fond memories felt when
reached by whatever sustaining collective human connectivity. We can’t not value “pre-history’s”
hunter/gatherer peoples, can’t just continue to buy into this mad hatter patriarchal ruse of dominion
and slavery.
So I read/skimmed over the First Part then skipped to “Kamala” ’n dove all the way in ’n a ways
out
then as deep as Joey possible back in ’n then mostly out ’n then back so wholly in 'n in only after
French kissing every blooming petal 'n swell…. The hopeless romantic warrior monk doofus in me
commands such things in lieu o your cool outside distractions. And.. “With the Childlike People”,
“Sansara”, “By the River” and "The Ferryman" (Blasted fuckin bastid snake!). Then “OM” and “Govinda”. I
really did need that too. Nope, didn't know I needed it. Hadn't thought about it. Funny how friends
indeed can persuade catharsis (...even if unintentionally, peripherally, from some spirited cache of
humanities). Hey, so be it.
The last paragraphs of “Siddhartha” & “Cat’s Cradle” are like the Yin/Yang coin tossed
spinning up
’n in a slow arc above the open hands o my own spiritual journey on this whacko marble in space. Only,
blend a markedly more matriarchal bent into the alloy o the coin, as it was not well represented in
either, except for the hours Siddhartha spent with the courtesan Kamala—the exclusion or erosion of it
within the OM probably being a key reason why we’ve been so fucked as a people ’n planet for how
many generations. That ’n the audacity o resolves that ultimately lead to the bombing of Hiroshima.
(Whacko world of twisty man!)
It’s true we may've fallen into a fragment of cosmic quagmire as a people on a global scale
thanks
to the mothered father’s of Mordor monied malarky, and it may actually be too big (and weaponized
and ALL goddamn audacious/rancorous) to fail, and that fuckin sucks. But if we’re to get blasted by the
Mother Earthly lap of a megaton tsunami or else some sneaky or full-frontal smack down by the
handmaidens o th’ dirty bastids in finest men’s wear, then let US be in the pursuit of, or finest
recollection of, or in the midst of an epic afterglow of two as one as two in-the-moment awe of
oneness with her Venerated erogenous energies—that’s not to discount sport and merry prankstering,
nope—when death comes to leave a skid mark only after the fact to look back and cackle at his blasted
goddamn bastid handy work.
Once again, Kamala returned to consciousness. Pain distorted her face, Siddhartha's eyes read
the
suffering on her mouth, on her pale cheeks. Quietly, he read it, attentively, waiting, his mind becoming
one with her suffering. Kamala felt it, her gaze sought his eyes.
Looking at him, she said: "Now I see that your eyes have changed as well. They've become
completely different. By what do I still recognize that you're Siddhartha? It's you, and it's not you."
In reference to: Siddhartha An Indian Tale by Hermann Hesse
Siddhartha: siddha (achieved), artha (what was searched for)
P.S.
Could it be the sunspots
Pressure on the atmosphere
Make 'em war fo' mineral rights
Or out-o-the-ordinary madness
Beyond greed, no more no less
–--
intellectually masturbatin while the radio was playin
intellectually masturbatin while the radio was playin
