Here is the thing - how does one rectify the exact opposite of what is shown true by all of the available types of evidence?  From facts, to anecdotal, to sound, to video tape to what one has seen with his or her own eyes or heard with his or her own ears?

What we have seen by the results of this election is comparable to that of a man murdering his own family while on a live feed that is being recorded and with a viewing of a Nielsen Rating wet dream and then later be aquitted at trial by a jury of his peers. 

Just how? How, could a person with Donald Trump's behavior rack up 68 million Americans to cast a ballot that accepts his behavior? I mean, I don't have to recount it here, but from separating 545 childeren from parents that now can't be found to COVID-19, to all other horrifying acts like disparaging our war dead. How??

Think of it - Trump in all of his offenses, has comitted acts to all parts of his following in ways that should have turned them away, but like battered wife syndrome they remained under his abusive thumb and returned home. 

How?? 

This is what is making me sick - the answers are elusive and even possibly so horrible it is dreadful to learn them. 

I have said in the past that I think Trump has found success burrowed down deeply into race and greed.  I think his success has exposed a horrible aspect of race in America that we are fearful to face.  But at the same time, I do not think race and greed are the full answer.  And the most troubling thing to me is I have no idea of what America means and stands for anymore.