…. I’m not…together enough to be an agnostic: So I pray….

As wholly illogical and unreasonable as it all is,    I can’t

shake the sensation,  after a rigorous hike creek side   &

subsequent powerful heated sweat,   standing there in the

blue sky afternoon,   looking upwards into a sparkling sun-

colored haze, the energy evaporating off of me & up into the

space between earth and cirrus, & I can still imagine that there is

something far-far greater than all o this that has ever been written into

language  by  the forces of all humankind over the course of our trying times.

& frankly I don’t have a clue what keeps m hopes up but eye do look down & up

down is a given (a birthright and blessing,  ..I’m supposed to realize)  &  up is worthwhile