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It was in Burma, a sodden morning of the rains. A sickly light, like
yellow tinfoil, was slanting over the high walls into the jail yard. We
were waiting outside the condemned cells, a row of sheds fronted
with double bars, like small animal cages. Each cell measured
about ten feet by ten and was quite bare within except for a plank
bed and a pot of drinking water. In some of them brown silent men
were squatting at the inner bars, with their blankets draped round
them. These were the condemned men, due to be hanged within
the next week or two.One prisoner had been brought out of his cell. He was a Hindu, a
puny wisp of a man, with a shaven head and vague liquid eyes. He
had a thick, sprouting moustache, absurdly too big for his body,
rather like the moustache of a comic man on the films. Six tall
Indian warders were guarding him and getting him ready for the
gallows. Two of them stood by with rifles and fixed bayonets, while
the others handcuffed him, passed a chain through his handcuffs
and fixed it to their belts, and lashed his arms tight to his sides.
They crowded very close about him, with their hands always on him
in a careful, caressing grip, as though all the while feeling him to
make sure he was there. It was like men handling a fish which is
still alive and may jump back into the water. But he stood quite
unresisting, yielding his arms limply to the ropes, as though he
hardly noticed what was happening.Eight o'clock struck and a bugle call, desolately thin in the wet air,
floated from the distant barracks. The superintendent of the jail,
who was standing apart from the rest of us, moodily prodding the
gravel with his stick, raised his head at the sound. He was an army
doctor, with a grey toothbrush moustache and a gruff voice. 'For
God's sake hurry up, Francis,' he said irritably. 'The man ought to
have been dead by this time. Aren't you ready yet?'Francis, the head jailer, a fat Dravidian in a white drill suit and gold
spectacles, waved his black hand. 'Yes sir, yes sir,' he bubbled. 'All
iss satisfactorily prepared. The hangman iss waiting. We shall
proceed.''Well, quick march, then. The prisoners can't get their breakfast till
this job's over.'We set out for the gallows. Two warders marched on either side of
the prisoner, with their rifles at the slope; two others marched
close against him, gripping him by arm and shoulder, as though at
once pushing and supporting him. The rest of us, magistrates and
the like, followed behind. Suddenly, when we had gone ten yards,
the procession stopped short without any order or warning. A
dreadful thing had happened - a dog, come goodness knows
whence, had appeared in the yard. It came bounding among us
with a loud volley of barks, and leapt round us wagging its whole
body, wild with glee at finding so many human beings together. It
was a large woolly dog, half Airedale, half pariah. For a moment it
pranced round us, and then, before anyone could stop it, it had
made a dash for the prisoner, and jumping up tried to lick his face.
Everyone stood aghast, too taken aback even to grab at the dog.'Who let that bloody brute in here?' said the superintendent angrily.
'Catch it, someone!'A warder, detached from the escort, charged clumsily after the
dog, but it danced and gambolled just out of his reach, taking
everything as part of the game. A young Eurasian jailer picked up a
handful of gravel and tried to stone the dog away, but it dodged
the stones and came after us again. Its yaps echoed from the jail
wails. The prisoner, in the grasp of the two warders, looked on
incuriously, as though this was another formality of the hanging. It
was several minutes before someone managed to catch the dog.
Then we put my handkerchief through its collar and moved off
once more, with the dog still straining and whimpering.It was about forty yards to the gallows. I watched the bare brown
back of the prisoner marching in front of me. He walked clumsily
with his bound arms, but quite steadily, with that bobbing gait of
the Indian who never straightens his knees. At each step his
muscles slid neatly into place, the lock of hair on his scalp danced
up and down, his feet printed themselves on the wet gravel. And
once, in spite of the men who gripped him by each shoulder, he
stepped slightly aside to avoid a puddle on the path.It is curious, but till that moment I had never realized what it
means to destroy a healthy, conscious man. When I saw the
prisoner step aside to avoid the puddle, I saw the mystery, the
unspeakable wrongness, of cutting a life short when it is in full
tide. This man was not dying, he was alive just as we were alive. All
the organs of his body were working - bowels digesting food, skin
renewing itself, nails growing, tissues forming - all toiling away in
solemn foolery. His nails would still be growing when he stood on
the drop, when he was falling through the air with a tenth of a
second to live. His eyes saw the yellow gravel and the grey walls,
and his brain still remembered, foresaw, reasoned - reasoned even
about puddles. He and we were a party of men walking together,
seeing, hearing, feeling, understanding the same world; and in two
minutes, with a sudden snap, one of us would be gone - one mind
less, one world less.The gallows stood in a small yard, separate from the main grounds
of the prison, and overgrown with tall prickly weeds. It was a brick
erection like three sides of a shed, with planking on top, and above
that two beams and a crossbar with the rope dangling. The
hangman, a grey-haired convict in the white uniform of the prison,
was waiting beside his machine. He greeted us with a servile
crouch as we entered. At a word from Francis the two warders,
gripping the prisoner more closely than ever, half led, half pushed
him to the gallows and helped him clumsily up the ladder. Then the
hangman climbed up and fixed the rope round the prisoner's neck.We stood waiting, five yards away. The warders had formed in a
rough circle round the gallows. And then, when the noose was
fixed, the prisoner began crying out on his god. It was a high,
reiterated cry of 'Ram! Ram! Ram! Ram!', not urgent and fearful like
a prayer or a cry for help, but steady, rhythmical, almost like the
tolling of a bell. The dog answered the sound with a whine. The
hangman, still standing on the gallows, produced a small cotton
bag like a flour bag and drew it down over the prisoner's face. But
the sound, muffled by the cloth, still persisted, over and over
again: 'Ram! Ram! Ram! Ram! Ram!'The hangman climbed down and stood ready, holding the lever.
Minutes seemed to pass. The steady, muffled crying from the
prisoner went on and on, 'Ram! Ram! Ram!' never faltering for an
instant. The superintendent, his head on his chest, was slowly
poking the ground with his stick; perhaps he was counting the
cries, allowing the prisoner a fixed number - fifty, perhaps, or a
hundred. Everyone had changed colour. The Indians had gone grey
like bad coffee, and one or two of the bayonets were wavering. We
looked at the lashed, hooded man on the drop, and listened to his
cries - each cry another second of life; the same thought was in all
our minds: oh, kill him quickly, get it over, stop that abominable
noise!Suddenly the superintendent made up his mind. Throwing up his
head he made a swift motion with his stick. 'Chalo!' he shouted
almost fiercely.There was a clanking noise, and then dead silence. The prisoner
had vanished, and the rope was twisting on itself. I let go of the
dog, and it galloped immediately to the back of the gallows; but
when it got there it stopped short, barked, and then retreated into
a corner of the yard, where it stood among the weeds, looking
timorously out at us. We went round the gallows to inspect the
prisoner's body. He was dangling with his toes pointed straight
downwards, very slowly revolving, as dead as a stone.The superintendent reached out with his stick and poked the bare
body; it oscillated, slightly. 'He's all right,' said the superintendent.
He backed out from under the gallows, and blew out a deep breath.
The moody look had gone out of his face quite suddenly. He
glanced at his wrist-watch. 'Eight minutes past eight. Well, that's all
for this morning, thank God.'The warders unfixed bayonets and marched away. The dog,
sobered and conscious of having misbehaved itself, slipped after
them. We walked out of the gallows yard, past the condemned cells
with their waiting prisoners, into the big central yard of the prison.
The convicts, under the command of warders armed with lathis,
were already receiving their breakfast. They squatted in long rows,
each man holding a tin pannikin, while two warders with buckets
marched round ladling out rice; it seemed quite a homely, jolly
scene, after the hanging. An enormous relief had come upon us
now that the job was done. One felt an impulse to sing, to break
into a run, to snigger. All at once everyone began chattering gaily.The Eurasian boy walking beside me nodded towards the way we
had come, with a knowing smile: 'Do you know, sir, our friend (he
meant the dead man), when he heard his appeal had been
dismissed, he pissed on the floor of his cell. From fright. - Kindly
take one of my cigarettes, sir. Do you not admire my new silver
case, sir? From the boxwallah, two rupees eight annas. Classy
European style.'Several people laughed - at what, nobody seemed certain.Francis was walking by the superintendent, talking garrulously.
'Well, sir, all hass passed off with the utmost satisfactoriness. It
wass all finished - flick! like that. It iss not always so - oah, no! I
have known cases where the doctor wass obliged to go beneath the
gallows and pull the prisoner's legs to ensure decease. Most
disagreeable!''Wriggling about, eh? That's bad,' said the superintendent.'Ach, sir, it iss worse when they become refractory! One man, I
recall, clung to the bars of hiss cage when we went to take him out.
You will scarcely credit, sir, that it took six warders to dislodge
him, three pulling at each leg. We reasoned with him. "My dear
fellow," we said, "think of all the pain and trouble you are causing
to us!" But no, he would not listen! Ach, he wass very troublesome!'I found that I was laughing quite loudly. Everyone was laughing.
Even the superintendent grinned in a tolerant way. 'You'd better all
come out and have a drink,' he said quite genially. 'I've got a bottle
of whisky in the car. We could do with it.'We went through the big double gates of the prison, into the road.
'Pulling at his legs!' exclaimed a Burmese magistrate suddenly, and
burst into a loud chuckling. We all began laughing again. At that
moment Francis's anecdote seemed extraordinarily funny. We all
had a drink together, native and European alike, quite amicably.
The dead man was a hundred yards away.August, 1931
THE END
–--
a happy wife is a happy life.
a happy wife is a happy life.
B
big@l
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It was in Burma, a sodden morning of the rains. A sickly light, like
yellow tinfoil, was slanting over the high walls into the jail yard. We
were waiting outside the condemned cells, a row of sheds fronted
with double bars, like small animal cages. Each cell measured
about ten feet by ten and was quite bare within except for a plank
bed and a pot of drinking water. In some of them brown silent men
were squatting at the inner bars, with their blankets draped round
them. These were the condemned men, due to be hanged within
the next week or two.One prisoner had been brought out of his cell. He was a Hindu, a
puny wisp of a man, with a shaven head and vague liquid eyes. He
had a thick, sprouting moustache, absurdly too big for his body,
rather like the moustache of a comic man on the films. Six tall
Indian warders were guarding him and getting him ready for the
gallows. Two of them stood by with rifles and fixed bayonets, while
the others handcuffed him, passed a chain through his handcuffs
and fixed it to their belts, and lashed his arms tight to his sides.
They crowded very close about him, with their hands always on him
in a careful, caressing grip, as though all the while feeling him to
make sure he was there. It was like men handling a fish which is
still alive and may jump back into the water. But he stood quite
unresisting, yielding his arms limply to the ropes, as though he
hardly noticed what was happening.Eight o'clock struck and a bugle call, desolately thin in the wet air,
floated from the distant barracks. The superintendent of the jail,
who was standing apart from the rest of us, moodily prodding the
gravel with his stick, raised his head at the sound. He was an army
doctor, with a grey toothbrush moustache and a gruff voice. 'For
God's sake hurry up, Francis,' he said irritably. 'The man ought to
have been dead by this time. Aren't you ready yet?'Francis, the head jailer, a fat Dravidian in a white drill suit and gold
spectacles, waved his black hand. 'Yes sir, yes sir,' he bubbled. 'All
iss satisfactorily prepared. The hangman iss waiting. We shall
proceed.''Well, quick march, then. The prisoners can't get their breakfast till
this job's over.'We set out for the gallows. Two warders marched on either side of
the prisoner, with their rifles at the slope; two others marched
close against him, gripping him by arm and shoulder, as though at
once pushing and supporting him. The rest of us, magistrates and
the like, followed behind. Suddenly, when we had gone ten yards,
the procession stopped short without any order or warning. A
dreadful thing had happened - a dog, come goodness knows
whence, had appeared in the yard. It came bounding among us
with a loud volley of barks, and leapt round us wagging its whole
body, wild with glee at finding so many human beings together. It
was a large woolly dog, half Airedale, half pariah. For a moment it
pranced round us, and then, before anyone could stop it, it had
made a dash for the prisoner, and jumping up tried to lick his face.
Everyone stood aghast, too taken aback even to grab at the dog.'Who let that bloody brute in here?' said the superintendent angrily.
'Catch it, someone!'A warder, detached from the escort, charged clumsily after the
dog, but it danced and gambolled just out of his reach, taking
everything as part of the game. A young Eurasian jailer picked up a
handful of gravel and tried to stone the dog away, but it dodged
the stones and came after us again. Its yaps echoed from the jail
wails. The prisoner, in the grasp of the two warders, looked on
incuriously, as though this was another formality of the hanging. It
was several minutes before someone managed to catch the dog.
Then we put my handkerchief through its collar and moved off
once more, with the dog still straining and whimpering.It was about forty yards to the gallows. I watched the bare brown
back of the prisoner marching in front of me. He walked clumsily
with his bound arms, but quite steadily, with that bobbing gait of
the Indian who never straightens his knees. At each step his
muscles slid neatly into place, the lock of hair on his scalp danced
up and down, his feet printed themselves on the wet gravel. And
once, in spite of the men who gripped him by each shoulder, he
stepped slightly aside to avoid a puddle on the path.It is curious, but till that moment I had never realized what it
means to destroy a healthy, conscious man. When I saw the
prisoner step aside to avoid the puddle, I saw the mystery, the
unspeakable wrongness, of cutting a life short when it is in full
tide. This man was not dying, he was alive just as we were alive. All
the organs of his body were working - bowels digesting food, skin
renewing itself, nails growing, tissues forming - all toiling away in
solemn foolery. His nails would still be growing when he stood on
the drop, when he was falling through the air with a tenth of a
second to live. His eyes saw the yellow gravel and the grey walls,
and his brain still remembered, foresaw, reasoned - reasoned even
about puddles. He and we were a party of men walking together,
seeing, hearing, feeling, understanding the same world; and in two
minutes, with a sudden snap, one of us would be gone - one mind
less, one world less.The gallows stood in a small yard, separate from the main grounds
of the prison, and overgrown with tall prickly weeds. It was a brick
erection like three sides of a shed, with planking on top, and above
that two beams and a crossbar with the rope dangling. The
hangman, a grey-haired convict in the white uniform of the prison,
was waiting beside his machine. He greeted us with a servile
crouch as we entered. At a word from Francis the two warders,
gripping the prisoner more closely than ever, half led, half pushed
him to the gallows and helped him clumsily up the ladder. Then the
hangman climbed up and fixed the rope round the prisoner's neck.We stood waiting, five yards away. The warders had formed in a
rough circle round the gallows. And then, when the noose was
fixed, the prisoner began crying out on his god. It was a high,
reiterated cry of 'Ram! Ram! Ram! Ram!', not urgent and fearful like
a prayer or a cry for help, but steady, rhythmical, almost like the
tolling of a bell. The dog answered the sound with a whine. The
hangman, still standing on the gallows, produced a small cotton
bag like a flour bag and drew it down over the prisoner's face. But
the sound, muffled by the cloth, still persisted, over and over
again: 'Ram! Ram! Ram! Ram! Ram!'The hangman climbed down and stood ready, holding the lever.
Minutes seemed to pass. The steady, muffled crying from the
prisoner went on and on, 'Ram! Ram! Ram!' never faltering for an
instant. The superintendent, his head on his chest, was slowly
poking the ground with his stick; perhaps he was counting the
cries, allowing the prisoner a fixed number - fifty, perhaps, or a
hundred. Everyone had changed colour. The Indians had gone grey
like bad coffee, and one or two of the bayonets were wavering. We
looked at the lashed, hooded man on the drop, and listened to his
cries - each cry another second of life; the same thought was in all
our minds: oh, kill him quickly, get it over, stop that abominable
noise!Suddenly the superintendent made up his mind. Throwing up his
head he made a swift motion with his stick. 'Chalo!' he shouted
almost fiercely.There was a clanking noise, and then dead silence. The prisoner
had vanished, and the rope was twisting on itself. I let go of the
dog, and it galloped immediately to the back of the gallows; but
when it got there it stopped short, barked, and then retreated into
a corner of the yard, where it stood among the weeds, looking
timorously out at us. We went round the gallows to inspect the
prisoner's body. He was dangling with his toes pointed straight
downwards, very slowly revolving, as dead as a stone.The superintendent reached out with his stick and poked the bare
body; it oscillated, slightly. 'He's all right,' said the superintendent.
He backed out from under the gallows, and blew out a deep breath.
The moody look had gone out of his face quite suddenly. He
glanced at his wrist-watch. 'Eight minutes past eight. Well, that's all
for this morning, thank God.'The warders unfixed bayonets and marched away. The dog,
sobered and conscious of having misbehaved itself, slipped after
them. We walked out of the gallows yard, past the condemned cells
with their waiting prisoners, into the big central yard of the prison.
The convicts, under the command of warders armed with lathis,
were already receiving their breakfast. They squatted in long rows,
each man holding a tin pannikin, while two warders with buckets
marched round ladling out rice; it seemed quite a homely, jolly
scene, after the hanging. An enormous relief had come upon us
now that the job was done. One felt an impulse to sing, to break
into a run, to snigger. All at once everyone began chattering gaily.The Eurasian boy walking beside me nodded towards the way we
had come, with a knowing smile: 'Do you know, sir, our friend (he
meant the dead man), when he heard his appeal had been
dismissed, he pissed on the floor of his cell. From fright. - Kindly
take one of my cigarettes, sir. Do you not admire my new silver
case, sir? From the boxwallah, two rupees eight annas. Classy
European style.'Several people laughed - at what, nobody seemed certain.Francis was walking by the superintendent, talking garrulously.
'Well, sir, all hass passed off with the utmost satisfactoriness. It
wass all finished - flick! like that. It iss not always so - oah, no! I
have known cases where the doctor wass obliged to go beneath the
gallows and pull the prisoner's legs to ensure decease. Most
disagreeable!''Wriggling about, eh? That's bad,' said the superintendent.'Ach, sir, it iss worse when they become refractory! One man, I
recall, clung to the bars of hiss cage when we went to take him out.
You will scarcely credit, sir, that it took six warders to dislodge
him, three pulling at each leg. We reasoned with him. "My dear
fellow," we said, "think of all the pain and trouble you are causing
to us!" But no, he would not listen! Ach, he wass very troublesome!'I found that I was laughing quite loudly. Everyone was laughing.
Even the superintendent grinned in a tolerant way. 'You'd better all
come out and have a drink,' he said quite genially. 'I've got a bottle
of whisky in the car. We could do with it.'We went through the big double gates of the prison, into the road.
'Pulling at his legs!' exclaimed a Burmese magistrate suddenly, and
burst into a loud chuckling. We all began laughing again. At that
moment Francis's anecdote seemed extraordinarily funny. We all
had a drink together, native and European alike, quite amicably.
The dead man was a hundred yards away.August, 1931
THE END
–--
a happy wife is a happy life.
a happy wife is a happy life.
