EEE
location: Landscape Challenged Illinois
listening to: 16 Horsepower, black music from the 70's & and still going broke from Paste Magazine
registered: 2002.08.26
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My only sibling left in 2005, my Mother in 2007 and my Father in 2009. I use the word "left" because that is how it feels most often. In the dreams I do have - when I'm lucky to have them, because they have grown less frequent - in them, and just on the border of waking up, I get to tell myself that they are still alive and I will get to go see them. Then, reality awakes with me and I understand it was just a dream. I believe more in the natural world than that of the religious world, but still have this feeling of we will all see each other again, but like another suggested here, maybe it's just because of residue left in those that still remain.
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My only sibling left in 2005, my Mother in 2007 and my Father in 2009. I use the word "left" because that is how it feels most often. In the dreams I do have - when I'm lucky to have them, because they have grown less frequent - in them, and just on the border of waking up, I get to tell myself that they are still alive and I will get to go see them. Then, reality awakes with me and I understand it was just a dream. I believe more in the natural world than that of the religious world, but still have this feeling of we will all see each other again, but like another suggested here, maybe it's just because of residue left in those that still remain.
