Messy, my heart aches for the pain you must be going through: to loose the love of one's life, I can never imagine.

I was there for my mother's final breath just over a year ago and it was a gift I shall never forget-till hopefully someday, someone is there in my final seconds during this life on earth. I to, find myself, even a year later, picking up the cell phone to call mom and share something small with her. I still can't bring myself to delete her number from my address book. As if I'm erasing her memory bit by bit.

Here's hoping the pain gets a little less as the cycles turn and hopefully joy replaces it ever so slightly! for we never truly get over loosing a loved one,do we? Hopefully, we become more happier for have knowing them.