i don't know . . . I'm reminded of a story of Richard Pryor's about getting drunk and trying to pick a fight in a bar with , i believe Jim Brown . . . to paraphrase . . .while Pryor was losing his temper and being held back by friends, Jim Brown calmly said, go ahead boys, let'him go, this scared Richard shitless and while still acting belligerent he whispered . . . dammit, do not let me go . . .

just a thought . . .