09Apr07

Dbis main board:  Cyanaura,

Greetings & salutations; I’ll forgo the hug for now to be courteous. 

If you can please forgive me this one verbosity, an attempt to respond in earnest.

My previous reply was…knee-jerk in nature & a parody of a parallel myself or you.

All I know iz I dig the dbis main board. After a while it became time to try a post and !pow the forum becomes real-fascinating during these strange uncertain days; so does th sunrise & the wave upon wave o commencing transcendence at times wrought by people, sometimes by th natures’ of age.  I got a little space to take-up, as a birthright, I didn’t’ ask to be born, best I can tell I’m still alive & my own.  …The car door slams & the family’s come home…& all the day’s chores are done & some fun’s being had with sporty sons & m’ best friend is walking in & lays one of those perfect all spine settling hugs on an agin’ ol’ me, settle-in, plug in the dbis & read, …and try to resist replying to every far-reaching and relevant posting mine eyes can see on this horizon of trees, as one preserves piccalilli  notions and processes the restlessness.  Ye, though I walk my cycle up roads’ potted mile.

Like…, it’s…

a bummer, Cyanaura, …makes me sad, I presume that, u feel that way. Mostly I dig the dbis.  Although it has its moments, this is a rip-roaring cavalcade of worldly doses o word usages and smooth comedic jib-jab including one liners of every creed and color, …yikes!  So from m’ first post (post, one) the aim was to riff. Iz…so.  On this board I’m only goofing-off because its just ribald that way, its only that effect the bulk of this board inspires.  That & awe sometimes.  Of the humanity & the community & the macabre dysfunction.  Jus free association stuff…with respects to the panel…& the breakers breaking  as  are   all   notions   of  arts  &  music,  jus well-meant prose/drivel that challenges me on a riverside passage, in sickness & in Healthridge.  While u have to figure that it’s something I ranted or parodied or journalized into a riff or plenty o riffs that irk u, as many herein from the panel have irked me ~ pained me so. Sometimes to knee-jerk reactionary comic strip rat TAT tat smatterings & fisticulative comedic comebacks communal by all and very-well, I might add, in the case of some few of the veteran dbis menagerie.  I’m…only practicing lyrical prose as a diversionary craft, in this world of commercials and tri-travesty, its mostly been one long [unfinished] book report written for sake of oxygen & being, words that aim 2 paint visual illustrations oo conscious-coconut oil on fine gesso layered canvas paintings.  Everything written into my threads on the dbis main board is lyrical hat tossed into the crowd.   

You gota do what u gota do to get those & u  through the night and into your illusion, not mine.

I gota challenge my prose to the best of my own grasp of motion.  Wouldn’t u?  In today’s ye’all media all the time premise, all that’s involved in a day for a single, a couple, a four person family is alarming to me…& this board is a breadth & width of fresh air 4 some of the time & a rubber mallet, lead heavy, well-stead, upon my mind like a bent statistical rampage by prop fan weather,

“Ya gota have a busload of faith to get by,” said the dark curly headed guy with a Fender.  …Rhythms

& timely rhymes on a one & a two & a….   You & yours, I wish all good energies and health.  & just continuing to be blown away by certain wow live instruments or recorded tracks on 8track & vinyl & cassette & CD & mp3 & dvd, etc.  Don’t be killin’ me now, it’d be a blessing all the way

I’m pretty earnest as earnest goes within th creative writing scheme of things; ...just as spooky to me, C., when mere lyrics/prose poetry, call it drivel, is the subject of obli-convocational criticism

[[I’m just fckin’around with that last phrase, heh-heh]]  That’d be like me correcting PB’s diction; …he suits well his own prose & there’s no point in arguing semantics with ‘im … ‘cuz duh lines are drawn, the division bell has rung & it appears the pub is open.  The board has its balancers, yes?  & they’ve been here much longer than certainly me, …don’t know about you, really, …as

I haven’t been counting the days..., I suppose even this post is merely up for criticism and so be

it.  It can be painful not to get parodied by ed, but I’ve tried to clarify my gist here for you Cya.

I welcome u to PM me and shred me with a piece of your mind, …I trust you’re hospitable.

If I remain a jester in your eyes, I can live with that…& wish you every wellness: it’s my hat,

if u can imagine that.  I’m jus your everyday average fck up.  No disrespect, if you’re a lady, certainly, I’m merely being candid as I can under the circumstances, net.companion o dbis.

If I dangled any participles anywhere herein, may I offer my condolences to yo pear tree.

like a pebble in a pond,