Man, I could use a good doob right about now.  Been so long I can’t remember the taste…  Can’t seem to meditate effectively anymore & alcohol & oxygen are just too mediocre today ~~ there’s just too much activity goin’ down anymore to chill beside a candle and clear the mind;  …there’re no salty breakers nearby to give completely in to, my bride iz in moon being matriarchal to the whole earth, my sons are visiting friends, the workout & the yardwork are done, there’re no interesting pieces of lumber out in the garage sparking ideas, the DVDs are all seen, the guitar iz tuned but not enticing, right now at least, the offer to sit-in a jam tonight just doesn’t inspire, it feels like an empty, lonesome, disconnected day today…& I could sure use an imperative external attitude readjustment…or [Micky McTwister] a good quality well-placed slug upside th’ ed…