i'll have to look into that book..........sounds very interesting. i have a lot of interest in the whole near death (in your case death) experience........and it really saddens me that i am not attracted to esther the way she is to me......we would be good together, she deserves the sensitivity i could give her, but i cannot fake it......there is a spark, but not a fire if u know what i mean. she is an amazing person. i look forward to meeting with you soon as i am moving to NC in early july unless i find gainful employment here. peace.