David:

Boy, that's a lot of loss. Sorry to hear it all. Have lost a ton of folks myself to suicide, to hideous and heartbreaking circumstance and the ever popular world of disease.  We're all headed towards the exit, and to lose so many of the people we need to make that walk meaningful, enjoyable, downright fulfilling makes it much tougher. It's difficult not to let low rent weasals get to you to the point that you're yelling the f word so much the upstairs neighbors suspect Tourette's. The pavians after me today too. Try to leave yourself alone if you can.

Regards,

Scott