You've just achieved a major accomplishment. A journey that was quite arduous and emotionally fraught. I think some of what you are feeling comes with that. The country, being in the state it is in, I know helps none of us. My best to you in coping with your family issues. I have a bunch of those I am attempting to deal with myself. It wrings everything out of me at times. You are not alone. 

I am glad we got to have dinner together and I would do so with you any time. As an aside, and this kind of matters coming from him, when we left you that night Dan said to me, "David looks great!" and he meant you looked in great health. He was the doctor among us, so I'd take that. I keep having people, even people I don't know tell me I don't look well, that makes me nervous. Dan did not say, I was looking great. 

Although, there was the Tuica thing. 

Your comments though, on post-partum, did make me think of this: