Last we spoke, May 3rd, Kyle was heading off to the hospital..seeking new protocols of infection & pain management. He said he may be incommunicado for a while. It’s been a while. Yesterday, I got a message from a therapist not actively working with him but a friend of the family who told me, what she knows is he was struggling but on the protocol. She has offered to keep me up to date when she learns anything new.

Kyle was having a difficult time, hanging in there, sharing affecting thoughts, humor, & music, etc.,

but wanting more & more to explore areas of greater improvement.

This new treatment had him worried but fascinated. I hope you are okay with me sharing this Kyle. I figure you'd want me to. He sent Maya & me this “favorite” lyric…

These lyrics from one of my favourite songs are the kind I wish I could write. Was thinking of Maya and you. I'll put up a video if I can, or email you the song.

So many roads you must go down All dreary and dark Nothing but rain clouds in your heart Just when you’re thinking You can’t make one more stand I’ll be there to steady your hand

And you lay down now No need to worry your head Lay down now It’s time for resting instead Then when you wake up Then when you wake up, wake up you’ll find Everything’s waiting ahead

People keep talking And they fill you with fear Then come the nighttime they disappear Love is a struggle It’s a half finished song It’s a beautiful sunrise coming on

And you lay down now No need to worry your head Lay down now It’s time for resting instead And when you wake up Then when you wake up, wake up you’ll find Everything’s waiting ahead

Maybe sometimes you can fool everybody Maybe you fool yourself too The winds that are howling right over your head They’re bringing the changes The changes to you

And you lay down now No need to worry your head Lay down now It’s time for resting instead Then when you wake up, wake up you’ll find And when you wake up, wake up you’ll find And when you wake up, wake up you’ll find Everything’s waiting ahead

Hey, KYLE, whatcha up to, MAN!?