Roger:

A perfectly relevant question --- what makes me happy?

I'll bite on that one . . .

Well obviously, my lovely Paula makes me quite happy. She is my best friend on the entire planet --- and she is the perfect balance to me --- what she excels in I am weak and what I excel in she is weak.

Truth makes me happy --- I love it when the little guy wins the occasional battle. I have drawn my line in the sand --- and I have the balls and the fortitude that many people in this world do not have. When others cut and run --- I stand and fight.

I have a number of hobbies that make me very happy.

I have a rare book collection and a number of extremely valuable pieces of rock and roll memorabilia --- among these pieces includes an ORIGINAL Woodstock poster signed by the artist and framed, I also have an ORIGINAL UNUSED Woodstock ticket with all three days' stubs intact. I have been told that these two pieces alone could buy me a nice used car if I ever wanted to sell them.

I also have a library in my home that includes thousands of titles, on every subject from world religions, mythology, physics, science, art, graphics, and so on. I won't bore you with the list --- but just in the area of world religions alone I have over 500 books on that subject alone.

I have a huge music collection and a large DVD library. I collect rare and bootleg material --- and some of the pieces are quite rare. The person of whom I have the largest number of CD's is JIMI HENDRIX.

I am also a published author and writer --- I have copies of every book, magazine, newspaper, and periodical where my work has appeared.

My spiritual work at the LILY DALE spiritual community south of Buffalo, NY also is very rewarding. I have a documented and verifiable track record of prophecy --- I also have the skills of the following; psychometry, remote viewing, healing, and I also have the ability to "read" a person simply by shaking hands or by touching them with my own hands.

I also collect wolves --- in my life I have had two wolves live with me at different times --- the first one was Kokie and the second one was named Molson Golden --- just like the beer. However, he had that name when he came to live with me.

In my home --- there are several hundred wolves --- statues, carvings, framed embroidered pictures that Paula makes for me. They are literally everwhere and after studying FENG SHUI --- I was careful and deliberate about their placement in the rooms and on the walls.

I am also a graphic artist --- I owned my own business for ten years --- before I left to do what I am doing now --- writing and researching the true nature of reality.

I also love to laugh --- and I am told that I have one of the dryest and blackest senses of humor. By this, I mean ironic, not urban.

With my writing --- I have written two novels, about twenty short stories, and a bunch of lyrics and poetry. I have had a bunch of stuff printed and published and I have won awards and accolades with my talents in this area.

I also enjoy computer games and X-Box games. I have my X-Box hooked up to a 60-inch TV with 5.1 surround being pumped through a several hundred watt amplifier. When this is cranked, it sounds like I have a live band in my living room.

I am also a very loyal friend --- I would do anything for those who are members of my spiritual family.

I also have quite a bit to say and share with the world. I am influenced by the state of things --- this is why my postings are so frequent and so verbose and loquacious.

Also Roger about whether or not anyone at the DBIS truly "knows" me:

I have mentioned several times that among the issues that I am researching for my next book --- are matters of belief and paranoia and conspiracy.

I can tell you that "KentDB741" is nothing like who I am in REAL LIFE.

For those here who are friends of mine --- they know that there is a definite differential between the PAIN IN EVERYONES' ASS WHO REFUSES TO LET UP and the person I am in my real life. Those here who have been interested in learning more --- all have sought me out privately. I have the personal e-mail, home address, and phone number of fifteen people here who have become good friends of mine. They understand what I am trying to do --- and they understand the difference between the man that Paula fell in love with --- and as some of you have called me --- Mr. PEACE AND PRAYERS --- and now Richard has dubbed me CANCER. Richard doesn't realize that I actually consider that a COMPLEMENT.

Roger --- I am way past the ANGER stage. I have watched 35 close BROTHERS IN BLOOD die of AIDS. These were men with HEMOPHILIA just like me. They died --- while I refused to do so. There are definite reasons for why this happened --- and I promise to reveal all when the time is appropriate to do so.

While I do enjoy the honest debate --- I never will tolerate or accept personal attacks. A small handful have taken it upon themselves to mercilessly attack me --- such as was done in the QUOTES section, for one example.

Mocking me in a good natured way about my TYPING HABITS is one thing --- but attempting to undermine my mission and / or credibility is something else entirely. I don't tolerate personal attacks --- and I will always fiercely respond when it is done to me. I don't do it to other people, but somehow it is okay when anyone and everyone does it to me?

I might acknowledge your points about the anger, paranoia, etc., if they were based in some level of reality. However, the person you THINK you know all too well is a persona that was created solely for the purposes of researching the levels of peoples' BELIEF. Even as I have stated this over and over again --- some people here have been just too damn easy to drive crazy --- ironic as though it may seem --- they do it to themselves.

All throughout my life --- I have turned some people off simply because they get scared when they realize how hardcore I am, and how aeriously I take what I am doing. Why should this be my problem if they cannot accept the hard facts of reality?

The fifteen of those here who do know me --- know what a loyal, trustworthy, compassionate friend and ally I can be. A small minority who have long ago passed judgment on me without all the data first --- have come to a conclusion that I am CANCERMAN.

This doesn't bother me as they would like it to.

I display the resoluteness and the "don't give a fuck attitude" that they will never have in a million years. I have the courage to say FUCK YOU to the system that has enslaved them. But instead of them learning something that might actually benefit them and make their lives better --- they continue to pretend that all the personal attacks are going to influence me in some way.

What they do not realize --- is that I TRULY do not give a fuck. I am NOT going to change --- bend to pressure --- or give up simply because some people cannot deal with the truth as I have proven it to be --- our world is based upon lies and manipulation.

THAT makes me HAPPY!!

KDB = Buffalo, NY USA