First of all . . .

Festive holiday wishes to everyone here --- whatever your faith happens to be. I sincerely hope that everyone and your families are all safe and happy as we roll the calendar into 2004.

If you won't mind indulging me a bit --- please allow me to say a few things that have been pretty heavily on my mind as of late:

First of all, I am not here to become anyones' enemy or start or continue endless battles. I picked a spiritual journey that is difficult enough without these cyclical tussles. As Paul and Andrea have kindly pointed out --- I am doing what I am doing because I care deeply about all of you and your families --- and I want them to be spared from what sometimes seems to be an already forgone conclusion.

What I am doing does not make friends for me, and it does not benefit me in any way. However, there is a bigger picture and a greater good. I care so much that I have traded the easy mark for a path that will offer many more rewards --- it already has.

I have sat and wondered why I get the responses I get out of some of you --- passionate though they may be. Someone has to stand up at this point and demand that this cancer that has infested our capitol city be immediately removed. I have seen what is to come --- and it is not going to be pretty. We are running out of chances and time is running thin.

What some of you fail to realize is that YOUR BELIEF IS NOT REQUIRED --- their agenda is going forth without you noticing because you are so busy pretending it isn't happening. On December 13, 2003 while some of you were watching one of the television news channels show you pictures of a fake Saddam Hussein --- the PATRIOT ACT II was passed at 5:00am again with no one grasping its' true implications.

A few of you are wanting to respond by saying SHOW ME YOUR PROOF THAT WASN'T THE REAL SADDAM --- but I will tell you again --- PATRIOT ACT II was passed without your consent or approval --- or even your elected official having read it first --- AGAIN THIS HAPPENED.

Some of you have tried to run me off --- while instead you could have educated yourself about a world that COULD BE much better for you and those you love. I am not going anywhere --- and as Dale himself said --- you can never beat a person like myself.

Some of you wish you had courage like I do, and still others respect me and even thank me for looking out for all of our rights.

Those who leave because the ideas of the dissident are present --- conveniently forget that it was dissent upon which this country was built.

I never asked even one person to believe in anything I was saying. However, a few of you have gone out and verified that everything I am saying is absolutely true. The things I talk about will come true whether you BELIEVE in them or not.

I am not crazy, I am not paranoid, and I am not doing this for amusement or for some crazy PSY OP (psychological operation) purposes. Attempts at discrediting me will never work because I have truth on my side.

Some of you have tried to argue semantics --- for what purpose I have never understood.

Rather than accept and assimilate what I am talking about --- it is much easier to BELIEVE that there MUST be something wrong with me --- that is easier than accepting that while you were listening to RUSH LIMBAUGH --- the country was overtaken by hostile forces.

This is all going forward --- your approval was never required.

Fighting only accomplishes what our enemies want --- for ALL OF US to never get organized against ALL OF THEM. Whether we call them REPUBLICANS, DEMOCRATS, NEO-CONS, or COMMIES does not matter --- for they are not friends of mine --- and never will be either.

It doesn't matter if you don't see the ALLEGORY and METAPHOR in films like THE MATRIX and THEY LIVE --- the messages are still there for those who are ready to see them.

I answered the clarion call --- I picked a path that was going to be difficult --- I knew it before I started. Some of you not believing in it is not changing one fact of the matter --- this agenda is going through one way or another --- no one wants or is going to ask us what we think.

Whether you believe me or not --- I am continuing forward.

Whether you follow me or not --- I am continuing forward.

Whether you like or respect me or not --- I am moving forward.

One thing that certainly will be happening in the future that I have already seen --- is the removal of the Internet in its' present form. The one thing the LIZARDS never expected was the Internet and how organized it has made those of us who are going to fight.

The PATRIOT ACT II says that anyone that refuses the DNA cheek swab will be fined $200,000. Then you will be arrested --- and the swab will be done after you are booked.

In the year 2004 --- I will continue to strive to be controversial. I will continue to shake awake the sleepers --- and I will continue to send light, love, and healing to our planet.

Here's hoping that this is the place where that healing begins . . .

Happy holidays to everyone!

Peace and Eggnog! (with rum)

KDB = Buffalo, NY USA